The Weight of Air: A Story of the Lies about Addiction and the Truth about Recovery"Soulful, achingly honest . . . A potent addition to the literature on drug addiction and recovery." Kirkus Reviews (starred) While his wife and two year old daughter watched TV in the living room, David Poses was in the kitchen, measuring the distance from his index finger to his armpit. He needed to be sure he could pull the trigger with a shotgun barrel in his mouth. Twenty six inches. Thirty two years old. More than a decade in a double life